THIS IS ME: MARISOL
Papi Chulo

Papi Chulo

THR

well it turns out I have a blood clot disorder.. which may have cause a blood clot near the femoral head and blocked bloodflow to it.. causing it to die and become brittle.. and its decomposing upon itself.. thankfully I have have found by accident one of the best doctors in the field at Methodist at the medical center.. so, I’m getting a total hip replacement.. I mist say, I am freaking out beyond belief.. but my life has been one big Murphy law after another, so I shouldn’t be surprised.. Lord knows I have been through so much worse than this in my life time.. No person(normal person, that is) could have survived have of the stuff I have been through.. & the key word is survive.. because I’m still here, I’m still somewhat sane..lol.. and I must say I am a stubborn, egotistical, narcissistic, inconsiderate, most considerate, caring, thoughtful, best or worst bitch of a friend one can have.. I am a walking contradiction and damn proud.. I’m shy and outspoken.. I know what I want when I want it.. and not afraid to show my weaknesses but you are darn lucky if you ever see them.. So, because of being to hell and back Many many times for many many different reasons I am STRONG.. and I am blessed beyond measure and I am no fool.. it is not because of any of my doings.. I know the great Lord above loves and adores me.. he only gives the hardest lives to those he knows are strong and can handle it.. and even if my own doubt mind(at times) knows he has my back.. I will survive this like I have survived everything else.. AND I will come out stronger… But, if I don’t.. if it is Gods will that I don’t this time, I wouldn’t change one bit in this rollercoaster life of mine.. it has been hard, trying, horrid, terrific, wonderful, and A few times I felt lost and weak, but I wouldn’t couldn’t regret one.second… I.am who I am.. I am blessed to be who I am.. there is no one like.. and there never will be.. and I would of never of been who I am if it weren’t for all the wonderful people who have crossed my path.. I have loved many, learn from many, and been honored… I love every single person, good or bad.. I have loved them all.. because I have learned from all.. I thank you my loved ones.. and if I don’t have a.chance to say it again to you all… I LOVE YOU.. I DON’T THROW THAT WORD AROUND JUST BECAUSE… I LOVE YOU.. MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSES TODAY AND FOREVER AS WELL AS YOUR LOVED ONES AMD THEIRS.. HUGS AND KISSES.. AND, IF I COME OUT OF IT WITH FLYING COLORS AS I SUSPECT I WILL, I WILL CONTINUE TO EXPRESS MY APPRECIATION TO YOU ALL.. TILL THEN… :)

Ft. Bend Co. Cookoff. I think.. lol ..

Ft. Bend Co. Cookoff. I think.. lol ..

Aviation High by Semi Precious Weapons. February 2013.

By Audrey Hepburn

By Audrey Hepburn

I choose learning…..

I choose learning…..

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

Yes .. over and over again

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

Yes .. over and over again